Yea, I mess up all the thing again.
Don't know what should I do now.
Almost every night shocked by nightmare, cry, and awake.
Try my very best to hide my emotion.
Pain doesn't cure, is still bleeding.
Everytime when I see the advertisement of BAC , I feel sorrow.
I'm not strong enough.
Try my very best to persuade myself.
To accept the fate that already become a truth.
Ambition and family, I already make my choice.
But why I still feel sorrow in my heart?
Now I realize that not every pain can get paid.
Lim Ying Hui, listen, please be strong.
Tears just will prove that you are a coward.
Can I disappear from this world?
Feel really tired to pretend I'm fine.
Why should I?
